Usher in the new year with a BANG, winkwink.

2007 is finally coming to an end!

I shall take a cue from Ruoying's blog and seriously reflect on this year.

If I could only use one word to describe this year, djfgvjvgnkusv would be the closest.

Firstly I'd like to say it was very nice to get to know someone like Herald. It really is. And to hell with being anti-social, I'm glad I got to know Wei Liang, Rainbow, Elson and Ribka too.

This year has been one hell of a roller-coaster ride.

There were low points and very low points this year. I've been tried and tested, like a bottle of moisturizer. And I'm happy to say I've come out unscathed and stronger. :)

Of course, there were definitely high points as well. 2007 allowed me to watch shows from Fall Out Boy and My Chemical Romance! And I've got to grow closer to Dexter and Michelle too, kinda.

My most awesome friends always caught me when I fall: Liang Zheng, Ruyin and Amirah I fucking love you.

The school year was seriously screwy, I have to admit. I really hope to get to the Marketing or Retail Option next year, and really buck up in my studies. I also hope to join a CCA, maybe. ;) There were a lot of scandals and stupid incidents that I could honestly do without, but maybe there was something I took away from this year - resillience.

Lastly, I am glad I got to re-bond with lost friends: Liting and Jeremy. :)

Yeah, that's about it. But I thought I'd add a conclusion, just for good measure. Hmm, this year was okay, so I hope next year would be better. There.

Little Miss Sheena

I think I may have forgotten something.

But what? I can't seem to recall it. Yes folks, this is the first time Sheena The Queen of Procrastination has finished her assignments!

Or did Sheena Part-time Queen of Forgetfulness forget anything? Hmm.

Who cares? I'm done!

This is like a brand new guilt-free feeling. Now I can indulge in South Park marathons and Camwhore Nights without having that naggy thought at the back of my mind. :D (Yes, I do have Camwhore Nights. I even start its name with capital letters.)

I confess, I messed up
Dropping "I'm sorry"s like you're still around.
And I know you dressed up
Said, "Hey kid, you'll never live this down"

I love random FOB lyrics.

And I just love this FOB tee!

Please get me one!

It's the only Little Miss shirt I have ever gotten excited about. I can't stand those Little Miss Sunshines and Little Miss Happy or whatever. For more info, click here.

This one looks like Pete Wentz. If he was a girl, that is. :P

Liang Zheng says that it's much cheaper to make the tees ourselves. And much more original too. I've long thought of that idea but never gotten down to it. (right Amirah?) I just can't find anything nice enough for me to wear, that hasn't already been manufactured. Plus, copyrights infringements are a huge headache. Grrr.

So, bottom line is: if you don't have money, stay away from the fashion industry.

(Oh man, I need to work on my Moral-of-the-Story.)

Married Christmas

I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas.

It was okay for me.

I love what Herald got for me. A notebook. Inside, the sweetest poem that even I could never come up with.

That was pretty much the highlight of my Christmas. Not that I'm not grateful for the other gifts (especially Michelle and family's - thanks for the bangles!), I am. And I know that I should never be choosy or dissatisfied with my gifts because it's the thought that counts, right? Then does that mean that I can be unhappy when the gifts are just plain thoughtless?

I am not mentioning any names.

Since young, I always hate feeling guilty when presents I receive are shitty. Because I've always been taught that "at least they give you present right?". So I smile my biggest smile and say "Wow, thanks!" even though I KNOW that the gift I got was bought without any thought as to what I would like. Do you get what I mean?

There is a difference between a thoughtful-but-too-bad-you-got-it-wrong gift and a just-plain-thoughtless gift. The former means that the giver really has you in his/her mind and really wants to give you something you like, unfortunately, he/she does not know you as well as he/she thinks he/she does. The latter obviously does not have you in his/her heart or mind and just got something that is either 1) cheap or 2) on the way.

Isn't it unfair for the receiver to feel awful for something that the giver has done, or not done?

*****

On a lighter note, since it is still the Christmas season, check out this adorable blog.

Santa Claus Blog

I was never ever a believer in Santa Claus, but this seriously made me reconsider. :)

XOXO

The Night I Saw Heaven

(This is an outdated post, but please do read. :D)

My Chemical Romance is the secks!

I feel better, more motivated in fact. Seriously. I can't explain it. I won't attempt to.

Pictures!

BEFORE

Bored in class. How do you make time go faster when your classmates are presenting something that they research thoroughly for, and you just don't care?
By camera whoring, duh!

STILL BEFORE
Camera whoring with my I'm-so-tall-and-I-know-it cousin. :3NO, NOT YET
By this time, it was already 8.30pm. Half an hour behind said time. Getting restless.
DURING (FINALLY.)

Gerard Way: Are you ready to get fucked tonight?
Crowd: Yeah!
Gerard Way:
We are gonna fuck you so hard, you won't be able to walk
tomorrow!
Crowd:
Yeah!
Gerard Way: I'm not kidding guys.
Crowd: Whoo!

Picture taken during 'This is How I Disappear'

Picture taken during 'Mama'

AFTER (Phew.)And ya knowit. ;)
*****

I am so out of the FOB boards!

All the kids there just pose as broken damaged souls, but in real life, they pick on the newbies all the time. Irony much? I can't stand these people. Stupid boardies.

*****

Dexter's birthday!

Happy Sweet 16!

We went to have dinner at Warren and went bowling.
I hate bowling. Nah, it's okay. I'm just not good at it can. :(

Pictures!

I love the entrance! :)

The view of the terrace from where we sat. It looks better from my camphone.

The view of the putting green from where we sat. It looks better in real life.

Messy hair? Idc.

Omg, I suck.

GrumbleGrumbleGrumble

I'm going to sleep now.

But before I go, I just want to say that

I HATE HAPPY PEOPLE.

Who gives them the right to be so happy all the time?
&& don't give me the crap about smiling when the sun doesn't shine and the rainbows will come out and all that blah.

Stop smiling!
It is NOT contagious.
It just makes people more aggitated!

Yeesh, stupid smiling retards.

Hopefully I won't be so cranky in the morning.

Night loves.

:( <-- not smiling. :P

Back!

Back from Malacca. What a trip!
Fun times with fun people.
Pictures next time. :)

Vacation is here.
Christmas is coming.
Presents are arriving.
The cool winter weather is approaching.

Why am I not happy?

BlahBlahBlahBullshit.

I lost my urge to blog.

A few days ago, I felt like I was having diarrhoea. When inspiration comes, it comes all at once. I have so much to blog about, I can't remember what I want to blog about.

Now that inspiration has left as fleetingly as it came, I feel like I'm having constipation. No matter how hard I try there's nothing to type.

There are like 3-ish drafts in my account. And I am too lazy to complete them.

LAZY!

Anyway, just to let you know that I won't be around for the next 3 days because I'm going to Malacca! (Is that how you spell it?)

So if I don't answer your sms/phone calls/emails, don't freak out. I'm not as dead as I'd like to be, as least not yet. ;]

Leave me pretty things, mmkay? <3

1 more day to our 6-month anniversary

I know it has only been 6 months but it seems like forever. Not that he bores me (haha). It's just that nothing else seems that important anymore.

I am so touched by your actions.
I don't want this to ever end.
You're the sweetest thing in the world.
And so damn funny too. :)

ily.

Starbucks is my homeboy. :]

Last day of the dreaded Ring The Bells thingy.

Or at least that's what most of my class says.

For me, I don't really have any extreme feelings about it. I don't love it, that's fer sho. But I don't hate it either, honestly.

In all honesty, I really like doing charity work. Flag days, cleaning up old folks' homes, _{ringing them bells}...

I like the fact that I'm doing a good deed, that my efforts go towards helping the needy, not towards getting a better grade or going to the next level in some stupid game.

Of course, the amount of effort that actually reaches the needy is so not the point here.

The point is, that I am doing what I can in my free time to do something good for someone.

Agree or disagree with me? I don't give a damn.
This is not an argumentative post, so screw off kthx. :)

Hot

RULES:

1. Put your music player on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds!



1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "I CAN'T DO THIS!!"YOU SAY?
misery business


2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
more than a love song (:3)


3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
best of you


4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
make damn sure


5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
dreams (uh oh that's not good)

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
i bet you look good on the dance floor (haha.)


7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Home

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Crushcrushcrush (LMAO.)


9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
The river. (uh Kallang river?)


10. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
When you're gone. (=.=)


11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Hotel California


12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Diary of Jane (haha kinda true)


13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off. (what the fuck, no thanks.)


14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I'm Fat. (hahahahahahahahah!)


15. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
It's not over.


16. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Vampires will never hurt you. (-_-)


17. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Helena! (haha, appropriate can)


18. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Girlfriend


19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
How to save a life (true, true)


20. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Move along

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Memory

22. WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU'RE POSTING?
Hot! (:D)

Liting is a mouldy girl.

But that's okay cos FOM is over!

Too bad, George Teo says that my group didn't do as well as the previous project.

Good news is that Herald did well! Clapclapclap!

And now that FOM is finally over..........

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE CONCERT IS TOMORROW!

x)

I have a headache,
Yes I do.
I have a headache,
How 'bout you?

:(

Tres, Dos, Uno!

1 day to Fundamentals of Marketing presentation!

Omagawd ^_^

I think I might die before I see Gerard Way.

&& I dreamt I had 12 fingers!

Elaboration when I'm free. Sorry!

CIP yesterday

apron + bell + a giant wooden Starbucks cup with a Santa hat
= Christmas + a sore throat

Merry Christmas, loves. <3

This is not right.

I know nobody important is going to read this so blog I shall.

For the uninitiated: welcome to my blog. Unfortunately you came at the wrong time, because in this post, I'm going to sound like any other blog and rant my ass off. I don't care right now. I am pissed and blood has to be shed.

For the initiated but not in the loop (which is the rest of the world): sorry, but stupid stories just don't deserve introductions. Just leave if nothing makes any goddamn sense to you.

Oh lookie here, I haven't started and I'm already cursing.

Yes, this whole entry is meant for YOU.

Are you disappointed in me?
Because I am disappointed in you too.

Are you angry with me (you say you're not but I'm not stupid)?
Because I am angry with you too.

Are you insulted that I accused you of something?
Because I am insulted that you dare deny what you did.

How can you say that you were not picking on me? Just tell me that shooting down all my suggestions to help YOU in YOUR work is not picking on me and I will tell Mr Oxford right now.

Just because I could not help you in something, you don't want any other help from me at all? This is like begging for money and asking the donor to give you $50. Sorry for the unnecessary analogies but I am seriously pissed.

Don't want help, done lah!

Don't ask me for anything anymore.
Don't 'Fuck this', 'Fuck that' at me.

Because nothing is worse that helping someone when they don't appreciate it.

Just say you're sorry, mean what you say, and fucking do not do it again. Cos I swear I'll do something that I know you'll regret.

Oh look, we've hit a ditch.

Don't take this out on me.

If I could you know I would.

This is not my fault.

_{I'm tired of my help being unapreciated.}

When Words Are Simply A Letdown

They say pictures paint a thousand words.

I say pictures just fill in the gaps.

He just means the world to me.

So sweet right, he bought them for our 5th month anniversary. It came with a card too, but I'm not gonna show it. Some things are better left unsaid. :)

He took me out to lunch at Ikea too.

Mmm. Good stuff.

Watch him chow down. Heehee!

Tsktsk, picky eater!

Such refined boyfriend.

He can't be online for a while so he can't see this! Wahaha!

Break my heart, not my spirit.

I realised I haven't really blogged these few days. I mean really BLOGGED.
I miss posting deeper thoughts and stuff. And sometimes when I read other people's blogs, I get the feeling that maybe I'm incapable of deeper thoughts. And that sucks because I always thought of myself as intellectual.

I took a short IQ Test on Facebook. A 15-minute rip-off of the original maybe, but no matter. I scored 122. I thought it was not bad, since the application said that the average was 100.

Then Rainbow scored 14something. Never mind, I thought, I always thought of him as smart anyway.

Then Dexter scored 166. What the hell! Not that I looked down on him, but what the hell!

Am I stupid or something?!
Why are so many people smarter than me?!

I always pride myself in my knowledge. And to think that so many more people are THAT much smarter than me. It hurts my ego.

Yes, I have ego.
That's why I appear unfriendly and cold at times.

Yes, I'm aware of my weaknesses.

But I never knew that my strengths were so.. un-strength-ish.

I'm proving myself dumb, aren't I?

Now I know why I don't blog deep stuff anymore.

Geez.