Break my heart, not my spirit.
I realised I haven't really blogged these few days. I mean really BLOGGED.
I miss posting deeper thoughts and stuff. And sometimes when I read other people's blogs, I get the feeling that maybe I'm incapable of deeper thoughts. And that sucks because I always thought of myself as intellectual.
I took a short IQ Test on Facebook. A 15-minute rip-off of the original maybe, but no matter. I scored 122. I thought it was not bad, since the application said that the average was 100.
Then Rainbow scored 14something. Never mind, I thought, I always thought of him as smart anyway.
Then Dexter scored 166. What the hell! Not that I looked down on him, but what the hell!
Am I stupid or something?!
Why are so many people smarter than me?!
I always pride myself in my knowledge. And to think that so many more people are THAT much smarter than me. It hurts my ego.
Yes, I have ego.
That's why I appear unfriendly and cold at times.
Yes, I'm aware of my weaknesses.
But I never knew that my strengths were so.. un-strength-ish.
I'm proving myself dumb, aren't I?
Now I know why I don't blog deep stuff anymore.
Geez.
I miss posting deeper thoughts and stuff. And sometimes when I read other people's blogs, I get the feeling that maybe I'm incapable of deeper thoughts. And that sucks because I always thought of myself as intellectual.
I took a short IQ Test on Facebook. A 15-minute rip-off of the original maybe, but no matter. I scored 122. I thought it was not bad, since the application said that the average was 100.
Then Rainbow scored 14something. Never mind, I thought, I always thought of him as smart anyway.
Then Dexter scored 166. What the hell! Not that I looked down on him, but what the hell!
Am I stupid or something?!
Why are so many people smarter than me?!
I always pride myself in my knowledge. And to think that so many more people are THAT much smarter than me. It hurts my ego.
Yes, I have ego.
That's why I appear unfriendly and cold at times.
Yes, I'm aware of my weaknesses.
But I never knew that my strengths were so.. un-strength-ish.
I'm proving myself dumb, aren't I?
Now I know why I don't blog deep stuff anymore.
Geez.
posted by sheenaloves at
11:57 AM
5 Comments:
HAHAHAHA! come ON la. 'deep' is really subjective. you can be 'deeply dumb'. OPPS. HAHA!
oh yeah. what's your full name? you're a chua right?
what! haha.
yah i'm a chua.
why? :]
cos I forgot. Or do I even know in the first place. Gahhhh. Rahhh. Bah. I feel so dumb communicating to u through this comment thing. Can u like, add me on the msn or.. I don't know.
haha.
add me lor
babyphat_137@hotmail.com
gahhhrahhhbahhh.
yay im not the only dumb one! ;p
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