"show me show me show me a starry eyed kid. i will break his jaw."

haha i've got all this ringing in my ear and none on my fingers. seriously. i'm going deaf on my left ear. or is it my right? apparently i've lost all sense of direction as well. that's alright. i'mma gonna numb myself this time. if not i'll only hurt my friends.

cos they say you only hurt the ones you love.

how do you hurt someone when they don't give a damn about you?

thought of the day.

omg. ok.

i know the previous post is scaring the shit out of everyone's asses. or at least making them curious.

so this post is to let you know that i'm out of my dark moment already.

i think i can safely say i'm okay.

oh and congrats dexter and michelle!

<3,
sheena.

i did it.

i did it.

not the "it" you're thinking of. eew. but it's not something you expect me to do.

it wasn't hard. i just needed some motivation. and motivation came in the form of The River. thanks GC. though i doubt this was hardly the reaction they were looking for when they wrote The River.

it wasn't all that much when i got past the pain. no rollercoaster ride as promised. no one knew. no one will ever know. not even J. unless he asks. but by then he would think i'm a freak. hmmm.

but it's not your typical tragedy story. i didn't do cos of some random boy. no. J wouldn't hear of it. i just have a lot going on. time heals all wounds anyway.

The River - Good Charlotte
As I walk through the valley
of the shadow of LA
The footsteps that were next to me
have gone their separate ways
I've seen enough now
to know that beautiful things
don't always stay that way
I've done enough now
to know this beautiful place
isn't everything they say

I heard that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light

Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered

You're from a small town
you're gonna grow up fast
underneath these lights
Down in Hollywood on the boulevard
the dead come back to life
To the praying Mother
And the worried Father
Let your children go
If they come back they'll come on stronger
and if they don't you'll know

They say that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light

Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered

WHAT MY ORBITUARY WOULD SAY

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

I love the way the sky touches the ocean.
I love the way the moon never reaches the sun.
I love the way everything depends on gravity, yet we want so much to fly.
I love the way the grass looks on the other side, no matter where I stand.
I love the way opposites attract.
I love the way dead grass grow new seedlings.
I love the way we argue about the chicken and the egg.
I love the way we upgrade from four limbs to two to four wheels to none.
I love the way your feet sink into the sand when the tide comes in.
I love the way drinking saltwater makes you thirstier.
I love the way floods and droughts happen at the same time.
I love the way you hide the ‘lie’ in ‘believe’.
I love the way we’ll never use most of what we learn in school.
I love the way we pay fees to get punished there.
I love the way legends are created only after they die.
I love the way the only times you have the most visitors are birth and death.

smack me for being emo again.

i think i must have died cos this must be heaven.



oh and michelle, who do u think will win in a Celebrity Deathmatch? Pete or Billy?

THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS.

he makes me wanna hurl.
and that's not necessarily a bad thing.