I Hate Bananas.

Bananas are the dumbest fruit that has ever evolved.

They’re so starchy and sticky, and dry your throat up completely. And they spoil really quickly!

Sometimes the fruit uncle is dishonest and gives you a bunch of bananas that are too ripe. God knows how repulsive it is to find juice – yes, JUICE! – when you peel the skin off. I just hate it when my mum forces me to eat those evil things. Shudders.

Come to think of it, no wonder the fruit uncle is so desperate to sell off the bananas, no one wants to buy them!

I am the anti-banana.

friends forever, or until we feel like it.

i am a failure.

i really don't know who my friends are anymore.

remember when we used to insult people just cos it made us feel better?
remember when we used to laugh till we cried?
remember all the inside jokes and gossip we shared?

do they all mean nothing anymore?
continue to hurt me by your silence, please do. i'm probably just someone who used to be in the same class/school/cca as you anyway.

and really why do i care? it's not like we can just pick up the pieces and continue from where we left. move on, sheena. bitches don't remember bitches.

i'm really sorry i feel this way. cos you guys have obviously forgotten about me. don't bother asking me to cheer up.

wounds heal but scars don't, honey.

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yay holidays!

i think i'll stick to the blogger-friendly skins. this is a nice new one, no?

HOLIDAYS!

i'll be seeing a whole lot more of my darlings and my one and only dearest! :D

i miss you liang zheng bb!
i miss you ruyin!
i miss you amirah!
i miss you michelle!
i miss you herald dear! <3

lots of love to go around.
can't effing wait to see you all again!

baby, seasons change but people don't.

i'm bored.

i'm bored.

yes, i'm a total cam-whore. nice?? XP

national day musings

9 August 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Now, usually I’m not the patriotic pro-establishment type but yes, I admit I’ve been bitten by the NDP bug.

All that money spent on TV trailers and signs in MRT trains and bus stops got me curious and I wanted to know what was so different this year just because of a change of location.

Unfortunately big-budget marketing and anticipation make for a potent combination called Disappointment. I’ve seen it all, the march past, the parachute people, the Aunties dancing awkwardly… You’d think after so many years of doing the same thing they would come up with something different.

And another to complain! The jet planes did not fly past my flat this year!
Boo! Hiss! Jeer! Write letter!

Alright, alright. Don’t call me ungrateful. I know the whole purpose of NDP is to celebrate independence and I know that Singapore is a safe, comfortable place to live in. I also know that they added some water stuff to play around with the theme of NDP at the Bay. Oh! And the fireworks were really pretty! Oh! And I cheered when LKY came out okay! I’m just saying that overall it was kinda disappointing. Kinda.

But if I was actually there and not in front of the telly the effect might have been better. Maybe that’s why so many people want those tickets every single year. Herald was saying that it was impossible to get them, those people probably sold their arms and legs to get tickets. If liddat I then dowan. How to do Kallang Wave without arms?! Wait, they’re not at Kallang hor... Hmm.

It also didn’t make me feel better knowing that Gym Class Heroes were performing at Fort Canning Park that same night for SingFest. Plus: Hinder! The Academy Is! The Great Spy Experiment! Cobra Starship! And all that stood in my way was 75 bucks that I didn’t have. Okay money wasn’t really the main issue. I’ve got some exams coming up and I’m saving myself for a possible MCR concert. Cross my fingers. :)

Ad for SingFest

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Sheena

* Disclaimer: the author is not criticising said country. Don’t get your panties up in a bunch.

my tarot card

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

VIGILANT IN TAKING MY MEDICINE? great, i'm mental.

poem

was feeling inspired-ish. chew on this!

A Love to Kill

Lately we’ve been fighting, there seems to be no end.
You always get to win them; you’ve got the upper hand.
Stop talking please; I’m shattered all on the floor.
Do you really not know why we don’t talk anymore?

Can’t I fight for what I believe in? Can’t I get my way?
Yes, yes I hear your words; I just won’t listen today.
I hate your cold war shit; it’s a sign that I’m winning.
But it’s your last resort, your trump card, your best sting.

Somehow I don’t resent you, only God knows why.
Somehow I still love you, though you’re my biggest sigh.
I’m snipping off the past; you’re hanging on a paper thread.
I want to lose myself, but you keep bringing me back.

“I know what I’m doing”, I’ve told you a billion times
When words don’t work and actions fail, you made me live a lie.
So I’m packing for a guilt trip, I’m preparing for a ride
Down to the junction of Fantasy and Reality, I’ll be toeing the line.

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an exam and a train ride

okay i know i sound really whiney the last post.

no time to whine now, exams are coming!

this friday is Management & Organisational Behaviour finals!

my fave subject and it's gonna be over after only half a year. boohoo.

my most hated subject (Principles of Accounting) is gonna last me till January (next year). boohoohoo.

interesting thing today.

was running late on my way to school today. i made my way to keat hong LRT station and realised (for the THIRD time) i forgot to bring my ezlink card!

so i went home and came back again. when i entered the LRT lift, this Indian middle- aged guy came in and was combing his hair/wig.

while waiting for the train, that man started talking to me. so i talked to him lah.

i found out:-

- he was an Indian national who has stayed here for a long time.
- he works as an accountant. :
- he lives near the LRT station.
- he works at bukit batok area.

yeah. i was just trying to talk more. i need to talk more, you know. my proverbial rice bowl depends on it!


herald says that guy was hitting on me. eew.