I... Love... Coffee... URGH!

I just realised that I get addicted to things very easily.

Like for instance I am addicted to coffee right now. Not the Kopitiam kind of coffee. The Starbucks kind of coffee. I have style. But it doesn't help that Starbucks coffee is damn expensive, so I am sure that my coffee fetish will go away in a few weeks' time.

Another possible addiction: arcade games. Believe it or not, I've only played at the arcade less than 5 times. It's a pathetic waste of money, so rowdy and full of Bengs. But the games are designed to get you hooked. I went to the arcade yesterday and played a couple of shooting games and got trashed by Herald (by a small margin). It was extremely fun but I shall stay away from it for a while because I know I will become a slave to the carnival-like atmosphere and the Kaching! of tokens.

Ruoying is an amazing creature.

Ruoying says:
WAH YOU BLOGGED!

Sheena is ♥. says:
so surprising?

Ruoying says:
lol dunnoe lei

Ruoying says:
cus my intuition is right

Ruoying says:
issit how u spell

Sheena is ♥. says:
yup

Ruoying says:
yay! my spelling is good

Sheena is ♥. says:
lol!

Sheena is ♥. says:
congrats lor

Ruoying says:
wah lau, sarcastic huh

Ruoying says:
YOU SEE YOU SEE

Sheena is ♥. says:
look who is easily happy

Ruoying says:
whatever i'm easily contented can

Sheena is ♥. says:
sama sama

Ruoying says:
sama sama majukahalaba? whatever

Ruoying says:
lol

Ruoying says:
u know the children's day song

Sheena is ♥. says:
lol!

Sheena is ♥. says:
wrong lah!!!

Ruoying says:
wrong meh

Ruoying says:
who cares

Ruoying says:
i'm not malay

Ruoying says:
lol

Sheena is ♥. says:
haha

Sheena is ♥. says:
inexcusable

Ruoying says:
lol got this word meh

Sheena is ♥. says:
dunno!

Sheena is ♥. says:
unexcusable?

Ruoying says:
EH GOT INEXCUSABLE LEI WAH LAU

Ruoying says:
in·ex·cus·a·ble /ˌɪnɪkˈskyuzəbəl/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[in-ik-skyoo-zuh-buhl] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–adjective incapable of being excused or justified.

Ruoying says:
YOU ANYHOW WHACK ALSO CORRECT

Sheena is ♥. says:
haha!!!

Sheena is ♥. says:
i am a pro!

Sheena is ♥. says:
dont you just envy me?

Ruoying says:
pui

Ruoying says:
lol

Sheena is ♥. says:
damn funny

Ruoying says:
you?

Sheena is ♥. says:
i mean our conversation

Sheena is ♥. says:
im not so thick skin

Ruoying says:
righttttttt.

Sheena is ♥. says:
haha

Sheena is ♥. says:
wah very funny

Sheena is ♥. says:
i shall blog this

Ruoying says:
wah lau

Ruoying says:
okay u go blog

Ruoying says:
later i vet

Sheena is ♥. says:
vet?

Sheena is ♥. says:
like animal doctor?

Ruoying says:
CHECK.

Ruoying says:
omg.

Sheena is ♥. says:
oh.

Sheena is ♥. says:
lol.

Ruoying says:
vet1 /vɛt/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[vet] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation noun, verb, vet·ted, vet·ting. Informal.
–noun 1. veterinarian.
–verb (used with object) 2. to examine or treat in one's capacity as a veterinarian or as a doctor.
3. to appraise, verify, or check for accuracy, authenticity, validity, etc.: An expert vetted the manuscript before publ

Ruoying says:
make www.dictionary.com your best friend NOW!



In conclusion, Ruoying will marry a dictionary.

A funny little story

I received a message on Friendster.

Dude: u gt msn
Me: yup, but i dont give it to random people i'm sorry. :]
Dude: im *bleep* frenz

I haven't replied him and I don't plan to.

Number 1, if you want to talk to me, talk to me in proper English. I can accept 'gt', but I cannot stand unnecessary Zs. And where the hell is your 's and your question mark?

Number 2, the fact that we have mutual friends does not make you any less random, it just makes me embarrassed. You can be Pete Wentz's friend for all I care. I will still think you are random because you start a conversation with a total stranger with 'u gt msn'.

So, don't take it personally that I'm not replying your message. Blame it on your poor English and your lack of social skills.

PS: It's so ironic that someone as anti-social as me is teaching others how to interact as normal human beings.

PPS: I am a prude. I know. :D

This is scary.

Fun with science Part 2 and Scream Sell-out will come out soon, promise!

Meanwhile, this is just a brief post while I wait for Girls Out Loud to load. (I am Xiaxue crazy.)

Anyway, what I am about to write is all serious and zero sarcasm.

I am sure most of you have heard about the JI leader escaping from ISD.

I am in shock, really. And while everyone is beginning to find Singapore's reputation of being safe questionable, I would like to raise your attention to the fact that the criminal has not been caught.

The Minister of Home Affairs has already taken full responsibility, which is highly respectable of him. And I know that apologies mean squat, but let's realise that it is still not safe for us to complain yet.

So catch the damn crook, then we'll talk.

So stop with the cynicism and criticism.

What the hell was that?

I am immensely disappointed/upset/confused/doubtful.

They want to give me space? LAUGH MY FUCKING ASS OFF.

It's not your fault. It never is. I'm not angry with you.
Just bitter at everyone else.

Maybe it's just me?
Maybe I should just blend in like everyone else.
Maybe.
Not.

Screw the rest of the world.

PS: I'm not making anyone choose me over anything. I'm just in a really REALLY bad mood. I truly wish it didn't affect me as much as it did, I really do. But apparently it does. Maybe we can all try again. Maybe. But I don't want to be hurt a second time.

And I am not sensitive.

I am procrastinating.

Lucky you.

10 Things I Love (Not People)

1. Music
I can't live without music. I can survive without music; all I need is food, shelter and a place to shit. But then I would be the equivalent of a zombie. Music brings colour to an otherwise dull half-hour ride on the MRT. Music consoles me when I'm alone in my thoughts and tears are streaming down my face. Music hypes me up and tells me what to wear when I'm getting ready to go out. In other words, music is my other boyfriend.

2. Writing
Maybe that's why I've been so bored and indifferent. I haven't written anything in my poem book for a long long time. Herald even got me a new notebook for writing poems and I haven't used it. I don't know about you, but writing takes me places. It gives me a voice, that ironically cannot be heard. Writing is my bandage to heal, when I am inches from going bonkers.

3. Compliments
I am a leech that feeds off blood known as Compliments. I don't need it, but I sure as hell love it. Heck, who doesn't? And yes, yes. I know the difference between sincere compliments and pure, unadulterated sucking up. Compliments make you soar, but then again, being sucked up to isn't that bad too.

4. Shopping
I know that shopping does not live up to its name of Retail Therapy. It is a proven fact that shopping makes people stressed. It gets husbands/boyfriends/fathers/sons/brothers bored, and the poor female is left without a companion. But shopping is a thrill, much like Bungee Jumping or climbing Mount Everest, except without the high possibility of death. And if done with the right company, shopping is a great bonding experience. Plus, you get to know each other's preferences better without even asking a question. And what's wrong with that?

5. Nature
I love the feeling of taking a deep breathe and not worrying about having lung cancer the next day. Nature gives you a whole new feeling of freedom and freshness that you don't get to experience, especially in a densely populated and hectic environment like Singapore. Yes, I am an enviro-freak. I am concerned about global warming and consumerism and animal abuse and the Paper VS Plastic debate. I watched Captain Planet all the time when I was little, so it kinda rubbed off on me. I have a huge pile of paper for reuse stacked up in my room and I am not afraid to say it. :)

6. South Park


"Oh my God, they killed Kenny!"
"You bastards!"

Kyle's Mom Song by Eric Cartman (Damn Funny)



Now YOU love South Park too.

7. Animals
If I could have my way, I would have a dog, a cat, a white dormouse, a hamster, a rabbit, and a black horse. Of course, someone else would have to clean up the pee and poo.

8. Happy Endings
Everyone could use a little hope, don't you think? If you love happy endings too, you would love these movies:
- Cinderella Story
- Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen
- Jumper
- Conair
- National Treasure
- Enchanted
- Hairspray
- Corpse Bride

9. Victorian Times


They remind me of the pictures in this book of Hans Christian Anderson stories. For those with deprived childhoods, Hans Christian Anderson is the dude who wrote the original Little Mermaid and other fabulous stories. Not Disney.

Victorian fashion is the inspiration for modern day goth girls as well as self-mutilation (corsets??).

Just kidding.

I just love the grandness, classiness and formality of the Victorian Times.

10. Pasta
If you want good pasta, Breeks and Pizza Hut are the tried-and-tested places that never fail. For the same price as Pizza Hut and Breeks, Patamania's food is not very fantastic.

Dorebom. [edit]

Just switch the B and the D.

Sure explains a lot, doesn't it?

So............... since I have 40 minutes to spare, I shall kill 5 minutes with this post.

10 Things I hate

1. Cockroaches
Try running away from them and looking back to see them chasing you. And don't give me that crap about me being 2397342694 times bigger than it. Size doesn't matter when it comes to vermin.

2. Social Mingling
Just not comfortable with it. Even worse than asking for donations.

3. People telling me what to do
Let me do it my way, then if I fail, you can laugh at me all you want. THEN tell me what to do.

4. Feeling awkward
Not the best feeling in the world, I must admit.

5. Crappy shoes
The fugly ones are just laughable, but when you buy home a pair [edit] THAT ARE NOT UGLY, you expect to wear them 24/7. And I hate it when they give you blisters after that. Bite your shoes before they bite you? I dare you to try that.

6. Oil splattering >.<
O.U.C.H.

7. Rude aunties
Especially the ones who see a gap being made for train passengers to alight, and happily park their asses right at the center of the door opening. C'mon lah. Don't you see that the other people waiting to board are staring daggers at you? Why must you make things so annoying for the rest of us? You say you're in a hurry, you think we are not? Hmph! Aren't they supposed to be setting examples for their Ah Boys and Ah Girls at home?

8. Aunties in general
Sorry, but this is not stereotyping because I've seen too many Aunties that are rude. And since the population distribution is normal, I can conclude from my sample size of more than 30 that all aunties are atrocious.

9. Exercise.
We're all gonna die anyway.

10. Bananas.
Click!

11. Conforming to list titles.
Because I feel like it so HA!

Ooh look I killed half an hour!

[edit: let it be known that I don't wear ugly shoes :) and no, myblogurlsaysitall!, totally black shoes are not ugly! It's the design, not the colour :D)

Suddenly Writing Becomes A Chore [edit]

Ohio Is For Lovers - Hawthorne Heights



Hey there,
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.
Where you are and how you feel.
With these lights off as these wheels
keep rolling on and on.
Slow things down or speed them up.
Not enough or way too much.
How are you when I'm gone?

And I can't make it on my own.
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.

I am tired.
Suddenly there's nothing new to write.
Except that nothing and no one is ever sure.
It's all a play of words. And hope.

I am really really tired.

A Not-So-Late Night Post

I'm sorry for the recent lack-of-brain-stimulation posts these days.

I just don't have the urge to blog intellectual thoughts anymore. Being a materialistic bimbo is so much less taxing than being an annoying in-your-face blogger.

So anyway, I shall resume all clever writings.......... later. Ha! Sorry to disappoint but this post shall be no deeper than a jar of Skippy chunky peanut butter.

I can't explain this feeling I'm feeling though.

Not insecurity.
Not fear.
Not upset.

Just an eerily serene, yet uncomfortably deep-seated feeling of frailness.

And this song explains it all.

Your Guardian Angel;; Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
When I see your smile,
Tears run down my face.
I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong, I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's okay, it's okay.
It's okay.

Seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

'Cause you're my, you're my, my,
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
'Cause I'm here... for you.
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay... here.
Stay.

Use me as you will.
Pull my strings just for a thrill.
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning gray.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

More Dumb Questions While I Avoid Studying

1. Were you smiling when you woke up this morning?
Uh, no.

2. Why or why not?
Cos I wanted to sleep some more.

3. When did you last eat pizza?
I think, sec 4? =/

4. Last person who asked for some advice?
LZ.

5. Any person(s) you miss that you haven’t seen for a while?
Mhmm :)

6. Do you do your own laundry?
Nope.

7. Are you tired?
Hell yeah!

8. Have you ever been given roses?
Yup! :)

9. At what age did you start noticingthe opposite sex?
Kindergarten :3

10. Does your birthday fall on a holiday?
Nope.

11. Do you enjoy piercing and tattoos?
On another person. Haha.

12. Do you have a girl bestfriend
Pretty much.

13. Is your computer a desktop or a laptop?
Laptop ownage!

14. Do you agree that every thing happens for a reason?
It depends.

15. Last food you had?
Ai Qing pasta! Lmao. ;]

16. Last song you heard?
Champagne For My Real Friends, Real Pain For My Sham Friends ;; Fall Out Boy

17. What’s one song you would like to hear playing over and over?
Roses ;; Meg & Dia

18. Do you believe in magic?
Black magic.

19. Imagine yourself growing old alone, are you afraid?
Of course!

20. Do you like killing time?
I kill more than time. Mwahahaha!

21. Who was the last friend to make you cry?
Friends don't make you cry, silly.

22. Where’s your favorite place to be?
HOME. :]

23. Where do you sleep?
Uh, in my room.

24. Would you want someone you can’t have?
That's dumb. No.

25. Last place you’ve been to?
Malacca!

26. What do you think of QuizPox.com?
It sounds like a disease...

27. Do you like it?
I don't like diseases kthx.

28. Last words that annoyed you the most?
Quote-unquote : Can you please cut your hair? =/

29. Do you know anyone who’s jealous of you?
Unfortunately not.

30. Favorite thing on your feet?
I don't know. How about YOUR feet?

31. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
Nah, not that I remember.

32. Your kind of sinful pleasure drink?
Coca Cola. Meh.

33. How are you feeling today?
Indifferent.

34. Next special date on your calendar?
Tomorrow?

35. Do you wear any jewellery?
That sounds so auntie! They're called 'accessories' now, hello! :D

36. What toys do you still play with?
Nothing.

37. Last thing a friend told you?
Good luck for your exams?

38. When was the last time tears rolled down your cheeks?
A few days ago.

39. What did you fear the most as a child?
Monsters under my bed. Doesn't everyone?

40. Who posted this survey before you?
Muqminah. On friendster.

41. The next person you'll hold hands
You tell me. Heheh.

42. If someone calls you a bitch will you be offended?
Depends if it was used affectionately. :P

43. What's worse? Liars or cheaters?
You lie when you cheat and you cheat when you lie. Think about it.

44. Are you easy to get along with?
Hopefully.

45. Are you smiling right now?
No, why?

Bury me, Bury me.

I added this application on Facebook that allows ALL MY FRIENDS to see my new posts here.

And the thing is, that application shows a preview of each post, which I find very unnerving because I use vulgarities here, and while I usually don't give a damn about that, but the preview shows these vulgarities if I post them at the start, you see.

And ALL MY FRIENDS also include some of my family members like my uncle and cousin. =/

That's why I'm making such a long introduction.

So in conclusion, there's not much of a point this post makes. I shouldn't have to be any more careful with my words because, if they wanted to see my blog, they probably would have already seen the other posts.

My cousin asked yesterday, "Sheena, how come you take picture must look up wan?"


Why cannot? :)

*****

This was a horrible weekend.

Aside from going to Michelle's house, of course. That is always fun :D

And I'm sick! :( I got the stupid cough bug from Dexter. Thanks huh.

And some things happened that got me VERY upset. I can't say much here. But all I can say is, I AM NOT HAPPY WITH MY LIFE.

*****

So on to better things, Chinese New Year is approaching!

See this?

So auntie right?

But at the same time it's so pretty!

I just love getting new stuff!

*****

Speaking of new stuff, I just got my new specs!

It's pretty :)

*****

Sorry for the VERY random and different topics.

I just had to get so many things off my chest.

Bye!

(Let it be known that this post does not contain any expletives. I own.)

What My Name Means

What Sheena Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

I think it's kinda true. Especially the suave and sexy part. :D

Taken from Zihui's blog :]

Brown eyes & lungs filled up with smoke

I want to try a new style of writing.

Here goes...

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T0dAy iSh a g0Od DaY.

StATisTicS wAs oKay Lah. hAHaxx.

H0pE cAn gEt a A or B bAHxX. hAHAxx.

S+aYeD bAcK aFteR dE tEsT t0 EaT nAsi lEmAk wIB hERaLd. hAHaxX.

nOw i sUpeR b0ReD le. hAhaXx.

BuAIbUaIZz.

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That was... interesting.

My New Favourite Hobby

I shall call it, People-Watching/Labelling/Laughing, or PWLL for short.

Pwll (vb): Pronounced as 'pool'
E.g. "I love to pwll when I'm bored."

Pwlling is the only thing that keeps me sane on those horridly long train and bus rides. Anyone can pwll! It's simple and fun!

Steps to pwll:
1. Scan the room for the most outstanding character.
2. Observe and make mental notes on everything worth labelling.
e.g. clothes that don't match, fugly shoes whatever.
3. Label 'em.
Some labels to start with (you can come up with your own): geek, auntie, auntie trying too hard, Armpit Hair Girl.
4. Laugh.
Out loud or mentally. Disclaimer: I am not liable for any fights that you may get into.

My personal favourite people to pwll at are the aunties that cut their hair in the latest fashion and wear slutty ah lian shorts. Need I explain why? :)

Yes, I know I'm mean.

(Dedicated to Liting, my only fan. Haha.)

Random Thought #2

I want to post something so goddamn funny that happened on Tuesday.

OMFG. Should I?

I can get into SO much trouble if I post this...

Okay I shouldn't.

Too bad, but you seriously should have been there. ;)